Its Me

I'm not an artificial thing made up of wood or plastic  i'm  a human .I can sense the feeling .This is the gift of god which separate us from the wild beast .I kept my mouth shut and  remain dumb .You took it wrong and declare i don't love you .The distance between us seems to be so large now that my love for you matters nothing .Turn your head back just once if possible and i'll let you know what you mean to me .Just hold my hands once and you will know to what extent i follow you .Just lift your head once and see  my face and you will notice those dried eyes shed tears when you said you were leaving .I don't say by words because this is not me but i say by my gesture this is me .I wish you could have understand why i came back after our first fight .Wishes are many but this time i cannot blame you ,i cannot point out your mistake because the way i fall in love with you these mistakes are invisible for me .Only thing i can say live happily and don't get back to me .I'm not saying this cause i'm rude but i'm still very small to understand and manipulate my feelings for you .

Boring days

O'h such a boring day once again .i never thought that a time will come when i get so much free time and no work to do at all .I wish i could cut short the hrs and change them to something less than seconds.When i wake up in morning i just think why the hell it is morning and when its night i thought why the hell its night .The time is killing me :(.
    Mom usual comment why don't you cook something ...please tell her i don't like cooking if i start then for sure those vegetables,pulses ,rice and every member of kitchen will start crying and i'll not be  responsible for that .
Second option comes from dad why don't u learn to drive ...for sure he forget those nice moments which i gave him during my scooter ride and does he forget how i broke the car head lights and he was the one told me not to touch his car even by mistake .Thank god my both brothers  are not bother to give me any suggestions .Their funda i know to kill time just have some good food ,good movies and boring books which help you to have a sound sleep .The whole day i spent in my house roaming from one room to another ...i can tell you very properly where my bro hide his bad smelling socks,where mom hide the money from dad and stuffs she brought without dad's permission ,where the mouse lives and when he came out of his hole .huhhhhhhhhhhh see what my life turns into .I'm bored of sharing same jokes with my  friends .Now days i don't even bother to tell them jokes i just serialized them and when i say the serial number they automatically start laughing .How pathetic the summer evening can be just ask me .The same galiyaan (streets) ,the same dog barking ,the same street children  making noise .Truely said when you are bored of yourself everything around you seems to be boring .

love

Watching the clock again and again .Its 11:40 pm just 20 minutes left to 12.00am.Now the time for some  action .My heart is really beating fast its not the first time i'm doing this but still its a risky affair at home.What if i get caught ,what if my brother awake.Still i took the risk and enter my brother's room .Can't even think of a single mistake.Total darkness, tiptoed entering my own brother's room like a thief sometimes thrills me a lot :D.In the dark  also i can sense the table, furnitures lying in front of me n the bed where my brother kept the cellphone.Finding cell phone beneath his body is a huge task and that too in dark .Thank god to mobile accessories who glow in dark help me to locate them easily.Now tough job of getting the cell from him by removing his hand .With utter care i manage to take off his hand of cell and got the cell .Few minutes of struggle make me feel as if i'm facing battle between INDO-PAK.The next thing i remember holding the cell in my hand and my presence in my room .I can't even explain the moment how i was feeling that time .Now waiting for the call which gave me the strength to do these works .After 12am around 12:20 attend the call .At that time i was enjoying on my success and the sheer happiness that i felt after talking to my boy friend.
    Small risks are always permissible and when i think of them i somehow feel very brave to do such stuff without anybody attention.Right or wrong seriously don't know but some stupidity ,some actions are the essence of small love stories .
  "As far as you will be there i'm ready to take the risk just to be with you there "
    

The world of my dreams

"Karlo duniya mutthi mein " by reliance ..such small words still big impact .Dreams are the first step towards the accomplishment of great things .Dreams show the way how to trace the path of success .
"If the dream were horses,the beggars would fly" .I dream of a better world if not utopian still a place where the common man can live  peacefully.A society with individual security .A society with equal opportunity for upliftment.I visioned for a progressed world .The world which consists of good education,good health,good source of income, peace and harmony.
  The world free of gender,colour,caste,religion ,place discrimination.The corruption free world which hinder the preservation of honesty and dignity of services .But for all this we need to be united .We need to tap the youth power.Youth properly guided and provided opportunities contribute to the overall growth of a  country .Women in Ved- purans treated as "ARDHSHAKTI".So women need more empowerment.Many social evils like dowry,infanticide of female child,crimes like eave teasing ,rap should be eliminated .They should be treated equally as men in my dream.
 The villages will not lag behind but will be laced with new technology.The better way of farming ,more schools for children,better sanitry  facility and more job opportunities so that they don't have to go to big cities leaving their village behind .
The environment which take care of our mother earth should be taken care by us too .No doubt now environment is bleeding for our own deeds but action can be taken to put balm on it .My dream talked about the green environment with more forests more trees,less pollution ,and safety of wildlife.
The communal harmony is necessary for the peace and development of a country .Everyone should believe in universal toleration .
   All this together am  i dreaming more ???The world i have dreamed for sounds away from reality but dreams have the power to change .Before freedom we dreamed of a free country we fight and we won .When we got freedom we  were among the underdeveloped nations we dreamed big and now we are among the developing nation.Dream have the power to change things .If not suddenly but with slow time things can be achieved .The world is a family one member can never bring the change but a group effort can .There will be the evolution of a new society .

book vs movie

Mr. Chentan Bhagat raising his voice ....but this is not the first time happening .Nowdays its tough to understand whether it is a real problem or  just another publicity stunt .Well Well i'm not going into the gimmicks what i think is that a writer writes and through his word he gives life to characters and when it comes to movie  characters give life to  story .So credit cannot be compared .Sometimes book get more accomplishment than the movie and vice-versa.So why comparing both.Whether it is  based on novel or original both required skill to place them beautifully in a story line .Both need hard work and effort.People read n watch  both n credit them on their judgement what they liked the most.So whats the point in mixing these two different issues together .
I agree that credit stolen from the deserver hurts a lot but isn't it fact that the "3 idiots" is not fully based on the novel 5 point someone .There are  few similarities but still it has its own originality .Shouldn't the writer deserve the rewards for it .
Inspiration is a free bird and it cannot be accused of being stolen from others .Even if Mr. Hirani get inspired by the novel & make this movie he deserve the credit for his story as he modified it beautifully leaving a message behind "education system needs a change" diverting it totally from the original novel whose main theme is the college life  and the small love story .
I'm a fan of Chetan Bhagat but i still i find it really sad to know he accused Mr.Hirani for stealing his credit .Being a well establish author he needs to grow up also .

pulse

I'm asking for a little peace

A little freedom of speech

Want to express whats inside

Don't drag me from my roadside.

I left with two things

One my mind & one my heart

Its difficult whom to follow sweet heart

At this point no questioning of returning back

If you don't want to come then

Don't atleast make my eyes numb

& the mouth dumb

Chocked without expression

But left no time for revaluation.

What is done is done

The days are gone and let me show what i own

An empty bottle of beer that we finished together

The wilted rose that you theft from neighbour

The pieces of broken mirror

From which you show me the future dear

Everything are false and everything are messed

But you will not understand as you are the best

Ggo away its my life

And i have every right to die or live .